Tuesday, September 27, 2005

"I can't even hold him"

It broke my heart when I heard that. I never realized that giving birth is so difficult. I was under the impression that the 9 months prior to delivery are the hardest. Little did I know. When a part of you separates from you and becomes another entity, you still feel like it's a part of you. She keeps him next to her so she can look at his face. It breaks my heart everytime I see such pain, such sacrifice. When he cries, the agony on her face is visible but she can't even go upto him to hold him and comfort him. Please God, you've given her this boundless love. Don't make her go through this pain now.

Friday, September 16, 2005

Film Festival

The film festival is in town and this is the first year that I've really been to see several films. Besides the huge bump in prices this year, one of the other noticeable aspects is the massive lineups. Everywhere you go, you see people lining up: to buy tickets, to print tickets, to enter theatres, for rush tickets. I guess it's only natural to socialize with your neighbours in the lineups you spend hours in and one tends to meet some very interesting personalities. I met the pregnant woman who can't help but comment on everyone's attire and then laugh uncontrollably (she's going to have a real jolly kid haha), the group of 30-something women who plan on staying single forever if they have it their way, a middle-aged Indian woman isn't really there for the film; she wants to see John Abraham. Then there's some people you'd rather not meet like the queen who condescendingly pointed out that he's watching 50 films this year and had this air of superiority about him which vexed me to no end. That was a long 2 hours. All in all, I can't say that the lineups were too bad (the cute Motorola spokesman helped). I ran into the middle-aged Indian lady on the subway this morning (for the third time) and she accused me of stalking her all over the city. It turns out that her dream finally came true - she ran into John last night and she cornered him. She referred to him by his first name as if they were very close acquaintances. Yup, you meet some very "interesting" people here in Toronto.